{"id":2499,"date":"2017-04-22T09:40:14","date_gmt":"2017-04-22T13:40:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.graymanwrites.com\/blog\/?p=2499"},"modified":"2017-04-22T09:40:14","modified_gmt":"2017-04-22T13:40:14","slug":"admitting-my-doubts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.grayrinehart.com\/blog\/admitting-my-doubts\/","title":{"rendered":"Admitting My Doubts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I feel a great kinship with two Bible characters in particular: Thomas, who asked for\u00a0tangible proof of Jesus&#8217;s resurrection, and the man who wanted Jesus to heal his child but who confessed his doubts with the poignant, &#8220;Lord, I believe, help my unbelief.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>So I wrote a song called &#8220;Help My Unbelief,&#8221; and put it on my <a href=\"http:\/\/grayrinehart.bandcamp.com\/album\/truths-and-lies-and-make-believe\">Truths and Lies and Make-Believe<\/a> album. 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